Blog Post

Changes...BIG Changes

Posted by: Felissa M. Garcia
October 20, 2010
Topic: My Daily Personal Life, by Felissa M. Garcia

When this year, 2010, started, I felt in my heart and soul that this was going to be one of the best years of my life. It didn't turn out that way. My year has been full of changes, I have been ill with lung related issues, pneumonia, being fat and unhealthy generally, some issues with depression and anxiety related to my job. So on or about June I started thinking that this was actually the WORST year of my life so far.

But something interesting happened after June. I started praying to God. I found my faith in Him and I began to seriously meditate and learn more about God, the Angels and about my life and how I had gotten to this very bad place in my life. Suddenly much like a miracle, goodness, happiness, and dare I say joyfulness, came back in to my life. When I say in my life, I mean in all aspects, first spiritually, family love and togetherness, physical awareness of my overweght and unhealthy status and ways to make that better, and business and financial awareness and success. It sounds as though it happened over night and without its due challenges, but I assure you that ALL of the goodness that came into my life, came at a very high price along with a great deal of personal suffering. It's as though I was placed in that manner of suffering so that I could finally at least look for the light, and I did.

I will admit that I was fearful of all of the drastic changes happening in my life, but when you consider it with your full heart, what could be more natural than change? Change is what we can constantly rely on, whether it be good or bad. My biggest lesson, which I am so glad to share with you, is that when the changes are rough and the dark is really dark, it is at that point that you must TRUST in God with all your heart. That sounds easier than it really is, but the benefits of doing so are prodigious. Try it next time you find yourself in that dark place, just say "I am willing to trust." It's all you have to do and leave the rest to God.

So not all of my blogs will be about God like this one was, but He was important to talk about as we were discussing changes along with the good and the bad times. If it helps you, great. If you are going to try to use this against me in some future case or litigation, that's your prerogative. If you don't care, God bless you anyway.

Well, I better get back to work. I have lots to do and lots of clients needing my help. Have a GREAT day!

Felissa M. Garcia